I saw this online a while back and it really stuck with me. I have no idea if this is something Keanu Reeves actually said but the message is what is important. Finding out you have cancer gives you an instant sense of mortality. By no means did I ever think I was going to live forever but I never thought so much about an exact time. Cancer will instantly make you wonder it on a daily basis. I am doing everything possible to live my life to the best of my abilities while maintaining a way of life that allows me to live comfortably for my family and myself. Find what makes you happy and do it.